My soul was convulsed by the words that he spoke, |
every atom of my body trembled like quicksilver. |
Suddenly I saw, between the West and the East, |
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heaven immersed in a single cloud of light; |
out of that cloud an angel descended |
having two faces, one like fire, one like smoke |
one dark as night, the other bright as a meteor, |
the eyes of one watchful, the others eyes asleep. |
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The hues of his wings were of crimson and gold, |
emerald and silver, azure and lapis-lazuli; |
his temper had the fleetness even of a phantom, |
he sped from earth to the Milky Way in an instant; |
every moment he was seized by another desire, |
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to spread his wings in yet another sky. |
He said, I am Zarvan, I am the world-subduer, |
alike hidden from sight and manifest am I. |
Every plan is bound up with my determining; |
voiced and voiceless-all alike are my prey. |
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Through me the bud swells upon the branch, |
through me the birdie bewails in the nest; |
through my flight the seed becomes a stalk, |
through my effluence every parting turns to union. |
I pronounce both reproach and exhortation; |
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I render athirst, that I may offer wine. |
I am life, I am death, I am resurrection, |
I am the Judgment, Hell, Heaven and Houri. |
Man and angel are both in bondage to me, |
this transitory world is my own child; |
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I am every rose that you pluck from the branch, |
I am the matrix of every thing that you see. |
This world is a prisoner in my talisman, |
every moment it ages through my breath. |
But he who has in his heart I have a time with God, |
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that doughty hero has broken my talisman; |
if you wish that I should not be in the midst, |
recite from the depths of your soul I have a time with
God. |
I know not what it was that was in his glance, |
it snatched away from my sight this ancient world; |
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either my sight opened on another world |
or this same world took on another form. |
I died in the universe of colour and scent, |
I was born in a world without tumult and clamour; |
my thread snapped from that ancient world, |
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a whole new world came into my hands. |
My soul trembled at the loss of a world |
until another world blossomed out of my dust; |
my body became nimbler, my soul more adventurous. |
the eye of my heart was keener and more wakeful; |
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veiled things became manifest uncurtained, |
the melody of the stars reached my cars. |